Admitting My Secret Part 1

When we were not experimenting with swingers we often role played our BDSM fantasies. Julie took to the Domme role instantly and I was a natural sexual submissive despite my type a personality.

I had been on the floor much longer than usual when the door opened. Julie giggled when she saw me in the same place and position she had left me over an hour before. She stepped in front of me and I could smell the sweet scent of her arousal.

"Open wide Piggy," she giggled as she rubbed the head of her strapon across my lips.

"Mmmm," I moaned as I parted my lips and accepted her girl cock into my mouth. That too was part of the game. I reveled in the humiliation of sucking her strapon and she loved to dominate and humiliate me. Her pussy would literally drip with excitement when ever we played our D/s games.

Julie eased her girl cock deep into my mouth and I opened my throat allowing her to sink all the way inside me. I had sucked on her girl cock often and I was well trained in the art of deep throating her eight inch jellcock.

"You love my cock in your mouth don't you piggy," she teased as she ran her fingers through my short dark hair.

I moaned around the thick jellcock as tears streamed down my cheeks. She was right, I did love her cock in my mouth and despite the fact that I was straight and not attracted to men at all I sometimes wondered what it would be like to suck a real cock.

"You dick is hard Piggy. It excites you to suck my girl cock doesn't it?" She teased. She knew it excited me.

I moaned again as my cock twitched from the humiliation of her words.

"Do you wish I had a real dick for you to suck on," she teased. As usual it was like she could read my mind. I had never admitted to her that I sometimes fantasized about sucking a real cock because as open and honest as we were I was afraid of her reaction.

"Yes mistress," I answered as she pulled the strapon out of my mouth. It was the first time I had admitted my desire to her and it was a frightening yet liberating feeling.