How I knew

Like a lot of you we all have our stories and how we arrived at being our unique selves. I was lucky to have girl cousins that saw me as one of them at a very early age and introduced me to my girly side! Sleepovers were great, I would end up wearing their pjs/nighties etc and never once thought it was odd. My aunt never said anything when she saw me, so it was never an "issue". At the same time when I wasn't with them I was at home I found myself gravitating to my mothers underwear. I would try them on, sometimes bras as well. Again, this always felt very natural for me.

When I hit puberty is when I really blossomed into the girl I would become. Spending as much time with my cousins as possible we talked about girly things: makeup, clothes, boys, sex, etc. I learned how to shave during these years, take care of myself. This is also the time when I started wearing panties everyday. My cousins would give me theirs and I have worn panties pretty much my entire life. A number of times we would be naked in their room and look at each others bodies, touching, etc. One of these times when we were exploring one of them started tugging on my cock and kept doing it. I had no idea what was going on, but it felt really good. Next thing I knew I was cumming all over her, etc. She shrieked and then we all started laughing. It was funny.

I did such a good job grooming myself, that my male cousin took notice and he was the first boy I messed around with. It started out innocently enough, him fondling me, then one sleepover I sucked his cock. That was the first time I tasted cum. For whatever reason, I naturally made my way between his legs and took his cock in my mouth. My girl cousins and I had been looking at porn, so I had an idea of what to do. He seemed to enjoy it, he was hard as a rock and in a very short while he came. I swallowed some, choked on some. It wasn't pretty, but he really liked it. This eventually led to him fucking me one night.