My story, more or less Pt.1

I always knew I was different.
I enjoyed playing with dolls and being around girls, I felt safe and in my place.
When I got my first smartphone I have discovered porn, and boy was it an adventure!
I have watched every type you can think of, but eventually I settled on shemales, the perfect cross between the beauty of a female body and a cock :3
Then I have found an old pair of pantyhose by accident, and when I put them on I felt like I've entered a different world. They were so tight and sexy, my butt felt like it was in heaven!
After a couple of minutes of admiring my smooth legs, I took them off, put them in an old cabinet and went back to my chores, but the thought of wearing them again never left my head. At night I had a dream where I was playing with myself in pantyhose, high heels, and most importantly: a shemale by my side.
The next day I woke up happened to be sunny, as it often is in summer here.
My dad as always went to work at 5:30, and at 9 my mom went shopping, so I had the whole house to myself.
I rushed to the cabinet where I stashed my newly-found pantyhose and put them on. The feeling has gotten to me again. This time I looked around even more and I have found an old pair of black heels!
They were quite worn down and a little too small, but I snugged myself in and really felt like a girl :3
It was really hard to walk in them at first but after some time I have gotten used to it, and when I looked at myself in the mirror it really seemed like I was a girl! I have decided to masturbate in that outfit, I have never shot so much cum before! Thankfully nothing landed on my outfit. I quickly hid it in an easily accessible but non-suspicious place and went on with my day after cleaning myself.
I went to a barbecue that evening, it was nice but since it still was summer I came back really sweaty and went to take a shower. After I washed myself I remembered about my little outfit waiting for me, and since it was pretty late I thought I may give it a try while in bed.