PF's Black Romp and JoyceLynn's Awakenin

We were legally separated but continued living in the same house until we could sell it and get a divorce. My sole sexual expression and release during that time came from dressing in lingerie and masturbating with the dildos in my collection, my favorites of which are black. I also dressed in panties, garters and stockings under my street clothes whenever possible and adding negligees when in the privacy of the house. I bought a blond wig and added my own makeup and continued taking pictures. I shaved my body except for a small patch directly above my penis which I have since shaved. I am probably not passable as I am 6'3" and 245#, but I think I look as good as many of the real ladies who are larger.

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Now for a complete update Since the preceding paragraphs: I have come to realize that I am as passable as most BBW gender females are and much sexier than many. I have continued to add wigs now having about 10 or 12 in every color from pure white to pitch black, with several that are blond or auburn. I now have three more pairs of shoes a red, a white, and a gold/silver high heeled sandals. The middle of January 2002 I moved out of the house we have lived in for the last 13 years after being evicted by her mother. I lived in a one bedroom apartment in the west side of town for a while, dressing regularly and have added several hundred photos to my portfolio. I have also added some dresses and lots of lingerie (my favorite).

I relieve my tensions most of the time by masturbating with the dildos until I come. Each session usually involves at least one change of attire and several hours of masturbation and photos.

I have met a few people but not a really hung black man yet! But I am communicating with several who want to get together, and some of them are black so I know my desire to get fucked by a really hung black man will happen sometime soon.

I am currently working at losing my extra weight and getting down to a slimmer, more female figure and have begun a self-administered female hormone program to develop my own natural breasts. I have a friend who did this and developed D cup breasts.