Regina's Vagina dreams

She had a sexy voice and a pretty smile to boot, and she was the kind of female that I wished I could be. I like the short tight dresses and sexy combinations that she wore, accenting her long shapely legs and curves. If men would only be all over me like they are with her, I would have all the hard cock I craved. During those times I drifted into my fantasy and imagined myself inside her screaming female body, catching all that hard man dick. I dream of wrapping my throbbing pussy around a big cock always.
Sometimes when I was alone, I would dance in front of a mirror, pretending to be our pretty neighbor. I managed to steal a pair of her panties and I masturbated while wearing them. As always I would get horny and have hallucinations. In my mind I started to look like her. It wasn’t my imagination. We had the same facial features, same oval shaped face, gorgeous legs and even similar ears. That was the moment when I felt a solid conviction. I was a girl and that was that. A brand-new high took control of my will. I would wear the panties and jack off when I could not find a partner.
From the time I was eighteen, I didn’t care what people said. I was on my own and going my own way. I didn’t have to listen to bragging gay bashing foolish relatives. My own family made me feel unwelcome at first, then as an unrelated sex object. I did enjoy it, but I felt like I was undercover, and my cover got blown, and forced me from the closet.
Once I discovered Shemale porn, that was the clencher. My mind began to imagine all kinds of things I could do to men. I found it erotic that women and bottoms seem to enjoy sex much more than men. I was stimulated seeing and hearing women react to male penetration, and I admired the way they took a monster cock. I am filled with a desire to know the joy of the female and why receiving was so much fun. I had to know, and that made me determined to go with my desire. I didn’t know when or how at the time, but I had to know all the joy of womanhood, especially about being penetrated.