Why does cock look so good on a girl ? Pt.4

Why does cock have that effect on most straight men normally attracted to hot women, who haven't previously seen another guy's cock and reacted in the unexpected, unfamiliar carnal response from the image of cock when it's between the legs of a girl or what anyone would consider a girl except for the cock. I'm still baffled to my own involuntary, almost an instinctive reflex I've cone to experience feeling when a visual image of a girl cock, not all but a totally passable TS girl with a big beautiful hard cock is the way I reacted when I'd see a girl with a built for sex body I'd automatically make a carnal groan, undeniably sexual in nature. Cock never ever made me respond that way!!! Until I allowed myself to look at the complete image and processed it as a package. It changed everything I thought I knew about myself and mainly,, what I considered without a doubt, my sexual orientation. Thought to be straight up to this point but straight men aren't supposed to get weak in the knees by the sight of a nice cock. Straight men don't have their breath taken away by seeing a cumshot squirting like a fountain. I can't I'm straight anymore, knowing that I fully intend on having the cock I've been lusting for in my mouth the first opportunity to present itself..I crossdressed specifically to be able to see what I found so arousing. Even looking at my own cock when dressed up aroused me and kept doing it because my cock on a girl looked good enough for me to wish I could suck on it Cock on a girl looked so good to me that first I crossdressed for me to see girl cock all I wanted. Girl cock looked so good to me even my own cock, now has me wanting to suck cock. Made me want to smell it ,feel it in my hand and stroke it. I know that I'm not going to be satisfied until I get every bit of the first cumshot I get to taste and swallow as well. It's progressed beyond that, crossdressing made me even feel feminine enough to make me want a big hard girl cock fucking me merciless.